It really is sad when you meet him and realize that he's the one you've been waiting for your entire life. Even better than the ones that have left, he's everything you've always longed for, and he can help you be that good person you want to become. Life with him is going to be just wonderful and you know that you are finally going to be happy: he has finally arrived, he is finally here.
But then he says something (or maybe he doesn't at all) and you realize that, even though in his eyes you see perfection, to him you're nothing more than just another girl. And so your story is the shortest one, and you have to leave knowing that you weren't perfect for the man of your dreams.
I know I have to stop this. I need to stop idealizing men and thinking they're the one. Because, honestly, I've been heartbroken so many times I'm starting to feel like I'm dying inside. I want to leave it all behind, forget it ever happened and then, someday, I'll have finally given up on the idea of romantic love, it'll be just for the sake of it and I will be cured.
It's sad... I remember when you used to dream about having a great life and now you'd settle for just having a life. It hurts to see they've taken away your spark and I hate to realize you’ll never be the same again. You’re sad, you don’t want to live anymore, that’s not good. So I blame it on them! Don’t ever talk to them again, because they’re mean and they’ll hurt you even more. Stop it, leave them, be free!
I don’t care about what they say… they don’t know you, they don’t know what you meant for me that day, but I do. That is why all I ask for now is another chance. That’s all I need, that's all I want.
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